That’s my go-to phrase. It’s the easy way out.
I was supposed to try to catch myself this week when I say it, but I completely forgot until right now…when I said it.
And it was exactly for that reason. Because I didn’t want to take the time to think about what I was feeling because that means facing it. That means taking the time to dig up some of that real self and see what’s there.
And that’s terrifying.
I’ve posted three times tonight, but oh well. Apparently I needed it.